Forbiding Time To Await The King

2008-07-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

No title getting lazy to put it XP

anyway getting to the point. I realise whenever I get something good I first think of why should it come to me. The next thing I realise is that I do not deserve it and where else except from the grace of god that I receive his abounding gifts. Today got MIO very happy XP but my dad seemed to have certain problems with the service provided for the MIO for me I'm just glad that I now have wireless. Thye next is BH. Geraldine told me in sch that I shld minister to him. As much as I would like to bringhim to christ immediately I want him to be sincere about the decision he would have to make and never turn back. I have not given up on Jordan even though I feel that we are further away. Juz asked him how he felt about BH sounded pissed. I pray for gods intervention on this issue. And I know that god will be soverign. Good to know that Rachel is going back to church pray tat she will continue growing spiritually.

Thats all for now going to sleep XP

2008-07-06T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hmm todae... Man gthe last few days have been awesome even though tiring XP. Giving A blank check wasn't a mistake any time but it was painful certain points in my life. Met with Daniel.T, and J.S. in Church finished the rehersal and Sound for today then went for the "Get SMART" movie with Jessica, Danielle, Daniel, Gordan, Liz, Lester and Joel B4 that was slacking at Earnest's house. The movie was funny, might consider getting it. Had dinner with the others Sharon, Evenageline and Earnest for dinner with the rest of us. Jess Fried rice is really good even though I think There are still areas of improvement. Ah, and Danielle might not have noticed this but god granted one of my covenents with him, that is to be able to meet with people who has been out of the church just be able to see his work in them. Same with Liz amazing Godhas granted her money to just be out of home studying and travelling. Gordan was usual at dinner but still funny. And Jessica has not found out that Joel meant her when she said that the whole of MDees miss him XP. That guy is really depressed right now at the moment XP(btw not because Jess and Him has a relationship but becauz of sch. Though I am not in the same environment as most of the guys I am thankful that I can still observe god working in all of them as they travel on with their lives).
- For Danielle and Liz I pray that they will have a safe and fun trip with God as their Guide and Protector.
- For Lester that even as he works he will remember that you are god above and you will allow him to see your favour on him as he wants to glorify you even when it is diffcult. Lord I pray for your faithfulness to be with him whenever he may go.
- For Earnest and Daniel. Their lives are set to glorify you till the end of time. Lord I pray that they will stay and not stray and all failures would be used for your glory and power.
- For Sharon, Jessica, Gordan and Joel. Lord I would like to thank you for giving them a break or holiday as they rest I hope and pray that they will see you as their cornerstone and you will be there for them just like everyone of us. Especially for their A levels which are coming up. I pray for your peace to be with them forever.

- For me lord I pray for your patience I cannot live without your mercy please help me stand firm by allowing me to experience your will for me each and every single day till he comes. I want him to say to me good and faithful servent. I will try my best to be faithful. I ask people around me to be accountable if they want to have a part in it. I would be greatly encouraged and may the lord bless and have mercy upon us all.

Cover me in your wings so that I may be protected from the toils and snares of the evil one. Protect my family from every attack from the anti-Christ and may he dwell in each and everyone's hearts to glorify him in every single breath. AMEN

2008-06-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

Found this awesome song but nobody has it T_T done by Avalon and the title is you were there the link is here :

Avalon-You were there

Other than that is exams. First time I feel that the projects are harder than the exams... I becoming confused now. A youth-worker asked me to help out with organising an event happening in July. Truth to be told I want to do it. But I really do not if I should be doing it especially now that I find myself struggling with one of my subjects. I'll leave it to god I guess. But I really am praying that I will prepare myself for his will. Especially since I know that I'm not very good at that... Already I feel defeated knowing that I am desperately trying to fulfil the covenent of having a girlfriend after NS with god. The temptation of breaking it is troubling for me especially since I thought I had been in control in that area of my life. But now i deliever it into his hands because thats my covenent with him.

Julian told me that going to University is going to be difficult. Same here for me... I see myself realising that I've been so blessed but now one by one its been taken away for better usage XP. But still I now regret now cherishing the blessings I have been having whenever I had it. One example would be the BS group (Patrick,Joel, Gordan, Julian, Sam and me ) Those were seriously one of the best times of my life. And oh Ruixin juz passed me an e-mail... hm... main focus of a worship leader having God be the anchor of worship thats so interesting because I've been wondering about that. God really answers. I still dunno why Anna Hui was taken she seemed to be a promising young girl who would could really serve god unlike me. But I know he was there and he knows best.

Forever praising the Lord Jesus Christ his undeserving servent,underserving disciple and undeserving son
Daniel Choo Glory and power to my faithful god and saviour Jesus Christ. Amen

Refresh...

2008-05-26T21:42:00.000-07:00

Heya haven blog for so long thnx to the internet at home. Recent updates...

First: Tired like anything after finishing 7 projects
Second: Juz resolved a quarrel with my Dad
Thrid: Ima scared of school (For those who know... onli)
Forth: Joel's concert rocked...

Most Impt: God has been faithful to the end. Becusz even though there are these barriers, I've been constantly meeting him and talking to him, realsing that I can do nthn without him. I constantly fall into traps and problems but the best part is he's always there to pick me up. Btw those who forgot I'm in Year 2 Poly XD.

Prayer requests:
I have sufficient rest and continue growing in Christ.
Julian and Rachel will finish all their projects like mine.
Joel, Sam and Gordan will be able to survive the holidays with god.
I'll be able to invite someone for the 31st and 30th May events (looks very grim).
I'll be leading my church youth group in some activities. Joel keeps saying that I'm too serious but thats the onli way I know how to communicate... (T_T)
Have internet access soon in my home.
Everyone will have fun!

Next to impt: I've been reading this verse and used it to keep promises with God let me try typing it from memory...

Isa 43:1-5 (NIV)
v1 But now, this is what the Lord Say's: He who created you Oh Jacob, He who formed you Oh Israel. v2 "Fear not, for I have redeemed you, I have summoned you by name, you are mine. v3 When you pass through the waters, I will be with you, and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, the flames will not set you ablaze. v4 For I am the lord your god, the holy one of Isreal. I gave Egypt in your ransom, Kush and Sheba in your stead. Since you are precious and honoured in my sight, I will give men in exchange for you and people in exchange for your life.v5 Do not be afraid for I am with you: I will bring you chidren form the East and gather you from the West."

The rest I forgot...
Anyway We'll all see how much more faithful god is God Bless!!

Dim SignOut As String;
SignOut = Sign Out;
SignOut += temporarily;
System.out.print (SignOut + "lol.");

---OutPut---
Sign Out temporarily lol.

----This is the easiest of all the programming tests!!----
who said programming was easy...

all down and celebration then again...

2008-03-21T09:48:00.000-07:00

man its been long since I've blogged. Ok basically everything's done but now I've got so many other things to do like internship... Julian introduced me to his work somehow I find myself slacking really badly there. I mean I want to learn but I have also come to understand that Its not easy for Kenneth and Julain to tahan the mistakes I make but sigh... Well thats all I see myself doing for awhile --> learning. But I thank God greatly for his provision my GPA went up to 2.992 even though my target was 3 but I know that I did not deserve it especially since I made serious blunders. And the first street evengelism which was today was another Tom, me and Oliver (going by age) really found time flying as we did the opinion poll on Christianity at first I didn't expect anyone to answer but guess wad praying to god helps XD he practically gave me 80% of those I asked to lend me their time agreed to do so. Probably to Oliver and Tom. I seemed to be having fun but seriously I had problems having a conversation and kept stuttering even in presentations in Poly wasn't as bad, and this was a one to one... But I thank him for the Time, Faithfulness, Blessing, Power and Love not only for me but for those who Tom, Oliver and I saw and ministered to. Oliver also reminded me about praying for those who I know I have not had the opportunity of doing follow-up with. Oh yea Crisis Core rox I think I wouldn't mind Getting it... If only I was on PC and not on PSP.

On a lighter note, I have this uneasy vibe that whenever I talk to Girls. It's just a feeling that whenever I open up to them a bit, they think I'm in love with them... Even though I would like to believe that I am wrong. I Guess the only thing I can do is to pray. Guys keep me in prayer for I do not want to hurt sisters in Christ for Chirst values them. I'm never good at comparing things.

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2007-12-14T06:25:00.000-08:00

looks like Finally the airplane tickets have been solved. I feel sorry for the company but I would also like to say that I have never been this angry before and also seeing other peoples dark sides coming out. It was both funny and frustrating but at least we got the tickets. Other than learning how to deal with physical confrontation, I now understand the need to do stuff honestly and with integrity. Decided to do PNP project turns out that there's much more than I had expected pray that I would have the time to meet Eden and finish it on that day itself, HTML is anothe.But I'm most worried about my ct project since Annu and I are from different classes hopefully both of us can pass this mod cauz now I'm not so sure... Oh yea played Audition today I declare myself super noob in the game. Cannot even do a lvl 6 T_T'... Tomorrow there's a forum on the company wonder whats written inside?
"And the waves they don't seem so high on top looking down, I will soar with the wings of eagles, when I stop and listen to the sond of Jesus Singing over me." -voice of truth by casting crowns-
For those who reads this plz do something abt my tagboard leh very empty... haha...and pray for me...Thanks!

''-hope, courage, faith, love-''the odd one out

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2007-12-13T04:17:00.000-08:00

Problem solved for my test left... Airplane ticket, 3 projects, need to save money, get router up, be patient... Sign... And I was so happy that my exams were over... Best part is I have God wa hahaha.

"From Before time began, you were on your throne, you are god alone, and right now in the good times and bad, you are on the throne and you are god alone! Unshakable, Unchangeable, unstoppable,Thats what you are, you are god alone!"
- by Philips, Craig and Dean, Album:let the worshippers rise Song:You are god alone -

Whenever I listen to the words of the song it is always a reminder of Isaiah 43:5 which is "Do not be afraid, for I am with you: I will bring your children from the east and gather you from the west" and this I forget many times whenever I face struugles whenever I'm using the computer for games and work. Lord forgive me of my transgressions. Many of you who reads this would be surprised by this but whenever I see someone of the opposite gender I get very irritated. One would of course be my mom nagging, two would probably be having a problem of trying to communicate with them, in fact I have a very big problem socialising with many people unless its a one on one or its juz guys. To top it of I'm having Girls as my teammates for my projects. If it was a guy I wouldn't face this dilema... But with that problem in mind, I thank God for this song :D Tp god be the glory.

2007-12-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

WAAA more than one month nvr blog... seems that I'm too busy lol. Anyway it seems that I'm not the only one saying that I would probably be the last person to have a girlfriend thats juz an interesting fact. But i really wonder whether they will can tahan so long. I mean when u say that you'll probably be the target of people taunts o.o which is what I've endured up till now. But I know that my time to develop a relationship isn't now. Unfortunately some others have been love struck and Ireally cannot help them out even if I wanted to... Which is sad... Going to Australia in 1 week time after the current GD test no choice have to tahan haha. It also turns out that all the returning flights are booked and the agency recently told us after my parents booked it 6 months advance. Just pray that God can solve this problem also dunno why there would be such a problem. Praying for journey mercies and fun in another country has never been so frustrating sign... ok need to revise for GD. Gd luck to those pursuing IT1846 and IT 1899.

Creative question... sian la
Which came first the chicken or the egg...

ANS:Neither of them the world cam first... (can u believe this and I'm being tested on this type of thing)

2007-11-09T02:22:00.000-08:00

Thnx Josh for teaching me how to upload songs lol anyway saw a rainbow outside the kitchen window the clouds too were beautiful really looked like a painting wish I could take a picture of it but It really was a beautiful scene. God just gave me insight on programming... Seriously cauz those who know me know that my programming is based on java but when it comes to visual basic its like a whole new area some say its easier I agree but in terms of understanding applications I'm the worst but today something just clicked in my head and I was able to understand and today in tyra's show she did an experiment and guess wad man its realistic just hope I would be able to get the clip ause its really gd. Have to search You-tube for it teensvile. Anyway tomorrow there's rally hopefully I won't gana something bad zzz.

2007-11-05T06:08:00.000-08:00

look at wad I found Joe had this and Its kinda fun
My Bad side
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=d.c.
The other side
http://kevan.org/johari?name=dan.c
have fun

attention to all intention to none

2007-11-05T05:33:00.000-08:00

!!!!! Thats all been goin on this years been really an eye opener its near the end of the year one month left then flying to australia for two weeks during my hols... Its amazing what god can do. Seriously ok I hate to say this I tried putting myself into his shoes and it baffled me after looking at my life. He really loves all of us andthis is the first time I'm going to 8 weddings in a year... Lol Poly has taught me about the outside world its where u stand against the test of time though I would prefer to think of it as time I enjoy God proving to me that there's nothing to fear except him. Come to think of it I have to buy food for a steamboat coming this wed and I have no idea who and whats goin on. I've also been blessed with the chance to go out with Bing Hong and Ken. It was fun even thoug it was short. My prayer is for them to come to know Christ. Even though I am of little faith I see the love my lord has declared for me and I want them to know him, contradictory I dunno... lol But I wish especially for Bing Hong to not have a hardened heart when God is there in the room with us. Poly also has had me praying cauz I'm npot good with proramming and I want to do well and excel in everything I can. So far My gpa has a 2.78 and as said b4 I'm grateful yet also hurt cauz I wanted to get at least a 3.0 But i also need to remind myself again and again that this isn't as important as the mission given to us chirstians. Another thing is a question Bing Hong asked me... I hav a very bad defination of Chio Bu so god provided one lol so far la zzzz Man I seem to be getting into a lot of trouble -_-''. Oh yea my bro went to china Qun Ming and hopefully he's enjoying himself there. My mom's complaining abt the clothes she will have to wash when he gets back... Thats all for now need to go sleep liao parents naggin sumtin that hopefully will change in the near future.

(A.T.A.I.T.N) Attention To All Intention To None (A.T.A.I.T.N)

Cliche but still true

randomness after soo ooo ooo ooo long zzz

2007-10-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile... Wads left of me? Ok interesting note many weddings happens this month and its crazy I helped out with one of them and one thing seems to be certain... That is people remember the most important things in weddings... Which is being a testimony for others... And I can imagine others missing the point... SAd... Some interesting facts to note about mariiage is that it can be both happy and drastic at the same time. I guess when u realise that u dunno wad to do problems immearge and sometimes we juz go blank... And juz when everyone presumes that when u r doing PA no one notices. wrong! man I realise that it's become a publicity buisness but then again not many people know how to do it... Ahh well my passion is to be good at least sumtin right now PA seems to be a candidate but I cannot help but just think that I prefer different sounds compared to different people... Ahh well that makes the job challening otta clean my rm sumone goin to come my house and if anyone presumes that they're room is a mess I juz saw A television show. Man if u've seen a hurricane's effect on houses, U gotta think abt doomsday in a room. I'm serious the room had clothing everywhere and here's the gross part the clothing was abit decaying after that I think my room is juz fine compared to what I saw... randomness comes from the right of ur brain thats wad my lectureer told me.

No doubt God is really good even when u don't see it

2007-10-05T07:50:00.000-07:00

Heh todae was fun!!! Man it reali is interesting to listen to guys. Maybe we shld be the ones treating Patrick soon lol... Reali paying for the buffets wonder forwarding would occur lol... Anyway most of the animes I've found have finished so there isn't much to do... Maybe just praying would help XD karaoke... Man that would be freaky lol might be fun though... ahh anyway I'll wait and see what happens lol...

Mighty Trumpets and Humble Praises which is better?

2007-09-19T03:48:00.000-07:00

GPA 2.783... first reaction was to thank god... nt bad but felt that I had put in my best effort... But hav to thank god that I was able to pass all the modules and managed to et 1 A and I wasn't satisfied for certain moments... Went to watch and listen to some music cool myself and then god's presence was felt. Onli thing to say is that its an awesome feeling cauz everytime god presence is felt he lets me know that my plan is laid out for me and gives me assurance that I'm doing fine. Its a refreshing thought and I want to encourage those who are going through difficulties to let god share the burden with U. On the lighter note god has allowed me to help the church with the PA kinda wishing that god be honoured by the seminar that will be going on.

Ok I'm gonna wait..

thnx joe for the quiz here are the results though i don't agree with all of them especially those regarding dating

2007-09-11T05:19:00.000-07:00

Get to know yourself better...
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

As said b4 regarding dating I don't think its accurate even though all these types of personality tests say the same thing lol...

God is a joker... But a serious one...

hai

2007-09-08T07:21:00.000-07:00

sry for not bloggin for so long... been sick... and yes sore throat followed by runny nose, dry cough and dizzy spells caused mostly at night when my bro ons the radio and forgets to off it till 3 in the morning... hai... Anyway these past few weeks realli hav been an eye opener. Why cause god juz appears anywhere even if I'm sick... but what I've remembered so far is a phrase taken by evan almighty kudos to Sam's dad for introducing me this phrase "Does god give you patience or does he gives u the opportunity to be patient." It reali opened my eyes cauz so far I've been asking god to provide me patience and he didn't answer my question until recently... Another would be Pat bringing us out man KFC and free refils of drinks which has gas in them which I somehow cannot tahan gd thing there was Ice lemon tea... Waa but reali enjoyed my time with the click actually so far I feel thyat Pat has been sharing so much with us and we listen... Also need to pay him back all the money which hepaid for us for sushi lol... ok need to slp tomorrow hopefully I feel better... And yes No exuses for anything... Facts are approved lol... Hopefully I can blog more...

God is a joker... but a serious one...

O.o

2007-08-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

Wowee tomorrow is my last exam YAY even though I hate the subject I'm practically gonna do the best i can for this last one. But the best part is I've finally found something to do for my hols that's readingmanga listened to jul's suggestiion XD. Found one manga and I can say that it's better than Bleach or Naruto, One piece owns them probably becauz its the most advance dbut well if ur free read it seriously u won't regret it. Fav. chars in there Luffy, Zoro ,Chopper and ussop those who know me will understand. Most disliked Franky aka.Cutty Flan. Man I've never seen such morons in manga b4 but yea the comic rox! Hmm yea abt work we'll see maybe idunno have to do sumtin weird lol thats all for now. Now need to mug.

yesterday nite

2007-08-24T20:47:00.000-07:00

WOWz yesterday was fun eating Nasi Lemak at punggol again my drinking habits got Patrick telling me about socialising... Especially since I've just finished my first paper XD I predict that almost everyone will get the same marks while leaving the hall the HOD of maths asked me whether I coulddo the paper... told her yes able to do after failing it once -_-' sian anyway I expected it that way... But after dinner was the best man we just talked and talked while crapping yea that was interesting especially after Patrick explained about my condition to the others... Could see a few seconds of ?.? faces and later O.O types lol... But yea got to know each other more through that... Hopefully we would be able to do this again packing into pats car having fun yea man will definately miss these type of days where we can hv just free plain fun XD... Btw re-read the verse which sam, his dad and I read Isaiah 43:4 man I still haven't fully realised what it means reali appreciate that god XD fun 4ever as long as it lasts XD...

updates

2007-08-23T05:16:00.000-07:00

found this anime kinda abit siao like the main char and last episodes songs XD
http://anime6.org/?p=34 thats the site although the buffer rate is slow...

I hate exams somehow they have the habit of making u sweat while waiting for the results or even before that whil ur thinking of how hard the paper would be... Unlike the sacarstic teachers setting it... Some are lazy... Others are... well just doing their job in testing you but either way its pathetic. Another thing about poly is that everything is thrown at you all at once even when its hols... But cannot complain too much cauz i slack too much ^^ But now since hols are very different from last time can't reali meet up with the bs group so often reali missed those times which we juz crapped around for the fun of it. Today was interesting cauz everyone is recovering I guess that I'm thankful for that... My bro has changed alot if anybody noticed he's suddenly botak... lol but he's also realised that he needs to change his attitude something thats very hard to do even if you try... For me gotta learn how to talk to mass amounts of people =/ although i hate it XD pray for good health and lasting fun.

2007-08-16T02:09:00.000-07:00

Some quizes I found XD. Lol

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.

You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...

But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.

You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

You Are 24% Control Freak

You have achieved the perfect balance of control and letting go.

You tend to roll with whatever life brings, but you never get complacent.

Are You A Control Freak?

You Are 43% Misanthropic

You're somewhat misanthropic, but you're not willing to write off the human race (yet!).

There's a few people you like, and even them you like at a distance.

How Misanthropic Are You?

Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 68%

You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people.

You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.

Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

You Are 22% Jealous

You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren't

You keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on.

In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body.

So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control!

How Jealous Are You?

I'm back finally

2007-08-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

Blocked off for 1 month man thats pathetic either way glad to be back... recent updates is I hav one more week of hols be4 exams praying hard that I'll be able to do well and be deligent on the plus side I hav a chance to watch my anime and find time to upgrade myself for the worst possible senerio XD hopefully that nvr happens. And for frens who are in JC and POLY the most fun part of it is when u hav frens inside and outside of ur sch so lets finish this with a smile ( sounds strange but that helps) JIA YO!! (how to type chinese har?)

God blasted the red sea with his nostrils (yea!!! I'm a weird guy)

Exo 15:8 And with the blast of thy nostrils the waters were gathered together, the floods stood upright as a heap, and the depths were congealed in the heart of the sea. (KJV I'm too lazy to find the NIV)

2007-08-14T04:47:00.000-07:00

You Are 52% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.

Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.

But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.

You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

Power Of The Horde

2007-06-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been noticing my hamster's habits and it really amusing cause it actualy has a system Like in the morning start begging by biting the cage. Afternoon sleep at the west side of the cage (gets waken up alot because of mewanting it to come out of its cage). Evening sleep at the east side of the cage... I almost thought it was civilised. But it reminds me of the times I felt that everyday was draggy doing the same thing over and over again. But unlike me this creature was ready for most of the surprises like surprise a huge carrot is at your doorstep it tooks it willingly unlike me. I shunned from it. Probably some of my regrets would be not chosing to let go of the shame of being bullied until very late into my secondary school life. But after seeing how others were bullied I tried to stop them by having authority a misconception that benefited all in the end.

Exactly one more week to T.D.

2007-06-21T01:22:00.000-07:00

Test Day ok... dun ask. But guess everyone in poly and J.C. is worried about it actually wondering whther I'll be able to fly or flunk? anyway gotta go study the most boring of all subjects DMD theory one wher u learn the functions of sleeping everywhere. Really it's that boring leave it in a book and people follow the instructions and not read the defination of dmd... But after seeing others it only goes to show that there are people who are hardworking enough to go through everything.

When will freedom come without a price?

2007-06-20T00:11:00.001-07:00

Answer: never. Easy and simple. Why? difficult to explain but the cost is always there, so whenever you get freedom of any knd always know that it came at a certain price whether big or small. But it's so easy to take advantage of it sadly... But thats why the lord has asked us to be a living sacrifice since we're doing it to glorify him. Through that hopefully the holy spirit would use us to bring another to the light of the world. I wanna get a japanese song which I don't understand a single word into the blog to describe it but i can't cause i don't know how... zzz have to wait for Josh to do it he really has helped me in quite a lot of troublesome things.

Having Atrociousness To End ---> Hate ( I like playing with words)

2007-06-19T21:12:00.000-07:00

On 1 a.m. the most absurd thing happened I was watching tv with my mp3 player turned on cause i just realised which station i need to tune in order to get Channel 5 and because of my ear phones its much clearerthe station btw is 89.30 f.m.

But the best was in the show csi they had this phrase i debated on and it was Hate is Fear showing inwards. So i went to the dictionary and the defination of hate was–verb (used with object) 1. to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest: to hate the enemy; to hate bigotry.
2. to be unwilling; dislike: I hate to do it.
–verb (used without object) 3. to feel intense dislike, or extreme aversion or hostility.
–noun 4. intense dislike; extreme aversion or hostility.
5. the object of extreme aversion or hostility
So like always i've decided to experiment with my past turns out that the phrase is partially true cause if someone was to tell me that I fear sin i'll say yes and no cause i'mfree from it yet it still is a danger to my life one lesson learnt though is that Hate is something that will attack at any weak point of your life since it has something to do with fear. And the best way to deal with fear is praying. Yet when something like shopping comes in, I guess that i stil hate even though I've got nothing to fear from it...

I've just learnt something the world just got weirder

2007-06-19T00:13:00.000-07:00

As indicated by the title, the world has changed a lot especially since i've just learnt that i can remove my laptop battery to prevent it from depriciating too fast. LOL but i guess right now with the friends which i'm doing work with i really apprecite them cause without them I can't do anything have to thank god for that. But most interesting of all is that they are willing to sacrifice both their lives and power just to keep each other and reach the top together this might be really be one of the last times which i meet such people. But I'm really one of the thousands who feel really tired of studying and just want to go home. But the fact is that they persevere so I also need too press on!!!

Sticks And Stones May Break My Bones But Words I Scorn The Most

2007-06-18T18:47:00.000-07:00

The Hardest Things to let go for Girls is their hurt. For Guys the hardest thing to let go is their feelings. So who's worst i say neither cause both include hurt and pain which one will end up in suffering. For a while there was a time which I was interested in realationships and experimented it on some of my friends. One was to know their weakness{in terms of girls the other types of weaknesses was not so important at that time.} e.g. (Stiffening up when a particular girl is nearby, asking to change places for no rhyme or reason except that the particular boy would be near, asking for advice[best way to sabo if u want but i'm a nice guy so i don't do that] and so much more that i've encountered in this life span i have so far). I tried by asking my parents what i shld do in my first try to mathmake and i didn't think that i would be thought to have matured due to my grades but the opposite happened they thought i had some girl in mind (btw I found Girls to be a strange creature which had no idea to their own thoughts during the time in my school days)---now u tell me whether i was mature... I daresay for a first time it wasn't so bad. Unfortunately for me I learnt to master the skill very effectively after a couple of times except the part where they didn't get together who expects that especially since I felt that god wasn't even in that relationship at all during certain times. However after I joined my bs group, the roots of evil for man and women was made clear to me and the imediate lesson was that I should not be doing something absurd like matchmaking cause it only made the roots of evil strangle feelings towards my god and cause hurt between both parties of the relationship.(okok i never knew that at the start all who have been under this I apologise for the wrong and hurt i've done.)

So i changed my tatics if u knew me I suddenly became very Observant. But what was I observing? Well basically i just went to observe men who didn't want to have a relationship with the opposite gender till they felt the time was right. Even up till now they still provide me lessons that the bible emphasises and I salute them because they are very strong and have patience which is legendary. Such people can be found in many places and god has placed me with them during the different times of my life. For that praise be to him who provided me the answer when I was still curious if not formy bs group many disasters might have happened.
(FOR LADIES TO NOTE: I didn't observe girls cause ur have a radar which would have caused a slap to my face and I felt that god wanted me to mature by knowing how to counter one of the weaknesses of man which is Lust.)

After this normally there would be love (unless God does something about it). A relationship will only bear fruit if God is in it as it is written that God is love. So i can't really talk much about it cause I am still learning more about it.But there is one thing i'm certain is that in all things I do is for god and my best is to provide whatever I can even if it is a simple yes or no. Something I need to work on especially since I've been saboing people a type of skill which does nothing but hurt and decieve. But the lord has brought me to my knees as he told me to love others. May he be my guide though the rest of my life as it unfolds into his plan.

Things to remember:
Tests
The present and the future of my life for the past is gone
My best for him everyday

Todays The Day

2007-06-18T07:06:00.000-07:00

ZZZ wad oh ok HI I'm BCK AGIAN LOL haha i'm nuts at the moment plz leave a message and i'll answer it after my nuttiness has finished. Cauz of the work i have i need to play very hard... Nah. Ok now i'm sober as u've guess i've just finished going nuts and my homework isn't finished. Probably the only way which i can do is to let god do his will something i have a hard time handling well. Hopefully the others aren't aware of the ridiculous choices I've made with my projects. The only choice I haven't made is to leave out all the rest and go to god. Guess i'm ashamed especially after the camp i've just finished (u would know what i mean unless u weren't there). Lol here'sto the hope that things changes and god will put me on track and with his grace and mercy he will guide me to where i am to be in his will. Thats why i dream that one day forbiding time awiting our king is my titlecause thats my greatest weakness at the moment. Whatever the case i wish to be for him and with him to my god be his glory.

P.S. I also need to go shopping to buy Formal crappy stuff (Guide me in this lord!!!!!)

To remember:
Tests (leave it to him)
Broke (leave it to him)
Friends (leave it to him)
Family ( Leave it to him)
His will (let it be done)

Just started

2007-06-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

This blog is for me and others who want to know and learn more and more about our lives with God Glory be to him who gives us strength