Power Of The Horde
Lately I've been noticing my hamster's habits and it really amusing cause it actualy has a system Like in the morning start begging by biting the cage. Afternoon sleep at the west side of the cage (gets waken up alot because of mewanting it to come out of its cage). Evening sleep at the east side of the cage... I almost thought it was civilised. But it reminds me of the times I felt that everyday was draggy doing the same thing over and over again. But unlike me this creature was ready for most of the surprises like surprise a huge carrot is at your doorstep it tooks it willingly unlike me. I shunned from it. Probably some of my regrets would be not chosing to let go of the shame of being bullied until very late into my secondary school life. But after seeing how others were bullied I tried to stop them by having authority a misconception that benefited all in the end.
posted at [7:16 AM]
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Exactly one more week to T.D.
Test Day ok... dun ask. But guess everyone in poly and J.C. is worried about it actually wondering whther I'll be able to fly or flunk? anyway gotta go study the most boring of all subjects DMD theory one wher u learn the functions of sleeping everywhere. Really it's that boring leave it in a book and people follow the instructions and not read the defination of dmd... But after seeing others it only goes to show that there are people who are hardworking enough to go through everything.
posted at [1:22 AM]
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When will freedom come without a price?
Answer: never. Easy and simple. Why? difficult to explain but the cost is always there, so whenever you get freedom of any knd always know that it came at a certain price whether big or small. But it's so easy to take advantage of it sadly... But thats why the lord has asked us to be a living sacrifice since we're doing it to glorify him. Through that hopefully the holy spirit would use us to bring another to the light of the world. I wanna get a japanese song which I don't understand a single word into the blog to describe it but i can't cause i don't know how... zzz have to wait for Josh to do it he really has helped me in quite a lot of troublesome things.
posted at [12:11 AM]
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Having Atrociousness To End ---> Hate ( I like playing with words)
On 1 a.m. the most absurd thing happened I was watching tv with my mp3 player turned on cause i just realised which station i need to tune in order to get Channel 5 and because of my ear phones its much clearerthe station btw is 89.30 f.m.
But the best was in the show csi they had this phrase i debated on and it was Hate is Fear showing inwards. So i went to the dictionary and the defination of hate was–verb (used with object) 1. to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest: to hate the enemy; to hate bigotry.
2. to be unwilling; dislike: I hate to do it.
–verb (used without object) 3. to feel intense dislike, or extreme aversion or hostility.
–noun 4. intense dislike; extreme aversion or hostility.
5. the object of extreme aversion or hostility
So like always i've decided to experiment with my past turns out that the phrase is partially true cause if someone was to tell me that I fear sin i'll say yes and no cause i'mfree from it yet it still is a danger to my life one lesson learnt though is that Hate is something that will attack at any weak point of your life since it has something to do with fear. And the best way to deal with fear is praying. Yet when something like shopping comes in, I guess that i stil hate even though I've got nothing to fear from it...
posted at [9:12 PM]
I've just learnt something the world just got weirder
As indicated by the title, the world has changed a lot especially since i've just learnt that i can remove my laptop battery to prevent it from depriciating too fast. LOL but i guess right now with the friends which i'm doing work with i really apprecite them cause without them I can't do anything have to thank god for that. But most interesting of all is that they are willing to sacrifice both their lives and power just to keep each other and reach the top together this might be really be one of the last times which i meet such people. But I'm really one of the thousands who feel really tired of studying and just want to go home. But the fact is that they persevere so I also need too press on!!!
posted at [12:13 AM]
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Sticks And Stones May Break My Bones But Words I Scorn The Most
The Hardest Things to let go for Girls is their hurt. For Guys the hardest thing to let go is their feelings. So who's worst i say neither cause both include hurt and pain which one will end up in suffering. For a while there was a time which I was interested in realationships and experimented it on some of my friends. One was to know their weakness{in terms of girls the other types of weaknesses was not so important at that time.} e.g. (Stiffening up when a particular girl is nearby, asking to change places for no rhyme or reason except that the particular boy would be near, asking for advice[best way to sabo if u want but i'm a nice guy so i don't do that] and so much more that i've encountered in this life span i have so far). I tried by asking my parents what i shld do in my first try to mathmake and i didn't think that i would be thought to have matured due to my grades but the opposite happened they thought i had some girl in mind (btw I found Girls to be a strange creature which had no idea to their own thoughts during the time in my school days)---now u tell me whether i was mature... I daresay for a first time it wasn't so bad. Unfortunately for me I learnt to master the skill very effectively after a couple of times except the part where they didn't get together who expects that especially since I felt that god wasn't even in that relationship at all during certain times. However after I joined my bs group, the roots of evil for man and women was made clear to me and the imediate lesson was that I should not be doing something absurd like matchmaking cause it only made the roots of evil strangle feelings towards my god and cause hurt between both parties of the relationship.(okok i never knew that at the start all who have been under this I apologise for the wrong and hurt i've done.)
So i changed my tatics if u knew me I suddenly became very Observant. But what was I observing? Well basically i just went to observe men who didn't want to have a relationship with the opposite gender till they felt the time was right. Even up till now they still provide me lessons that the bible emphasises and I salute them because they are very strong and have patience which is legendary. Such people can be found in many places and god has placed me with them during the different times of my life. For that praise be to him who provided me the answer when I was still curious if not formy bs group many disasters might have happened.
(FOR LADIES TO NOTE: I didn't observe girls cause ur have a radar which would have caused a slap to my face and I felt that god wanted me to mature by knowing how to counter one of the weaknesses of man which is Lust.)
After this normally there would be love (unless God does something about it). A relationship will only bear fruit if God is in it as it is written that God is love. So i can't really talk much about it cause I am still learning more about it.But there is one thing i'm certain is that in all things I do is for god and my best is to provide whatever I can even if it is a simple yes or no. Something I need to work on especially since I've been saboing people a type of skill which does nothing but hurt and decieve. But the lord has brought me to my knees as he told me to love others. May he be my guide though the rest of my life as it unfolds into his plan.
Things to remember:
Tests
The present and the future of my life for the past is gone
My best for him everyday
posted at [6:47 PM]
Todays The Day
ZZZ wad oh ok HI I'm BCK AGIAN LOL haha i'm nuts at the moment plz leave a message and i'll answer it after my nuttiness has finished. Cauz of the work i have i need to play very hard... Nah. Ok now i'm sober as u've guess i've just finished going nuts and my homework isn't finished. Probably the only way which i can do is to let god do his will something i have a hard time handling well. Hopefully the others aren't aware of the ridiculous choices I've made with my projects. The only choice I haven't made is to leave out all the rest and go to god. Guess i'm ashamed especially after the camp i've just finished (u would know what i mean unless u weren't there). Lol here'sto the hope that things changes and god will put me on track and with his grace and mercy he will guide me to where i am to be in his will. Thats why i dream that one day forbiding time awiting our king is my titlecause thats my greatest weakness at the moment. Whatever the case i wish to be for him and with him to my god be his glory.
P.S. I also need to go shopping to buy Formal crappy stuff (Guide me in this lord!!!!!)
To remember:
Tests (leave it to him)
Broke (leave it to him)
Friends (leave it to him)
Family ( Leave it to him)
His will (let it be done)
posted at [7:06 AM]
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Just started
This blog is for me and others who want to know and learn more and more about our lives with God Glory be to him who gives us strength
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